My emo post

hii,yes I know,I haven't been that active again,sorry,I've been having some sort of "episodes" when my heart suddenly starts pumping like a machine and I have a feeling that I can't really breathe,well,last time it happened,we called for the paramedics,and they told me,it's a sickness I have,called "SVT".Apparently it's something only young ppl can have and it's not dangerous,but it's an unpleasant experience every time AND(thankgoodness) there is a medicine for it.....but....we're still not absolutely sure if it's that syndrome I have,I guess I'll find that out next time I meet the Doc',which is 16.6 ......but honestly....it feels horrible just waiting 'til that day,not really knowing exactly what it is.....soooo.....I hope I'm gonna get to know soon...;______;'''