I'm still here!

Wow,again I've forgotten to update this thing,just wanted to say; a proper update of the last months will be here soon!!But one thing I can already tell you,it's nearly half a year since I last time wrote anything here and then I mentioned trying to loose weight; well I can happily announce that I've atleast managed to shrink two dress-size's,so I'm on my way!

xoxo

Vanity

I've been thinking(I know, shocker)and I've decided I'm gonna start trying to sometimes maybe post my daily make up and clothes combo's and tutorials,but in order to do that,I'm gonna have to loose some weight for myself to feel comfortable of showing pictures of me on the internet.Okey,so I've been trying to loose weight otherwise also,who isn't in this day and age,and I've actually lost a few kg I don't know exactly how much it is in lb's so I won't even try,but I'm getting there!I think it's alot thanks to my new job that I've gotten the eating habits of a five year old child,obviously since my job is in a kindergarden.I think  I have a much better metabolism then before since I eat regularly every day now.

as you can see I clearly need to get thinner.

:D I'm so funny......ANYWAY!Uhm,I can start this new make up thingy by posting this picture I took when I made myself ready for a birthday party and when I was finished I couldn't help but get reminded of Megan Fox on the Emporio Armani advertisement,I think it's because of the hair mostly,otherwise we have nothing incommon.. ^__^'''

Usually I don't ever wear red lipstick,but this time I thaught: "What the heck,it's Fall!"It really made my lips look bigger,which was nice.:B

Btw,last weekend I was on a late Halloween-party at a friend and I was dressed as one of my favourite Disney-princess:Snow White.We all after a couple of hours of partying at her place and stuff went to a bar where they actually had a Costume-contest that evening,so it was fun.There was one thing tho',it made me almost uncomfortable a stunned,because the attention I got that evening for appearing as Snow White to the bar was very unfamiliar to me.Almost every guy I ever looked at that evening would either give me a smile like:

 Or then they would just walk up to me and be like:"Hey Snow White,where's your seven dwarfes?"

I Swear I heard that line atleast 34 times that night,but alot of people also wanted me to come visit their table just so that they could shake hands with Snow White and some came up to me just to tell me I was cute,which was nice....ofcourse.And at the end of the night they announced the winner of the costume contest and I came in second place,on first place came ofcourse Cpt. Jack Sparrow who was also from our group,I didn't mind getting on second place I got a gift card to the bar so I'm happy.But the whole experience was just so surreal for me who usually goes thru the bar as a "wallflower".Well that's all I have to tell for now,gonna try update soon again when I find something else to talk about,thanks for reading!

 

xoxo/Cecilia

The stain of a blueberry

What really inspires me now:

yeah,lots of hair-envy and face-envy,didn't have much else to say but heres a song to listen to:

xoxo-Cecilia

Girl Interrupted

Is there anyone else who would agree with me if I said wearing a simple white suit-shirt and black tuxedo pants could look really cute?

I think most people would think "Honey, on you?sooo lesbian.." but my oppinion is that you could if you styled it right just look soo adorably-boyishly-cute!But ofcourse not anyone can pull it

off,but the one who can better then noone else

is in my oppinion Winona Ryder.

Seriously,she's soo adorable!wish I could pull that off!

It's the beginning of August and I'm already getting in a pre-autumn is cosy-mood,this weekend my sister is on all these huge parties and stuff and I'm just staying at home drinking tea and being hidden inside,I don't know,maybe twelve different blankets and pillows on the sofa and watching movies from the late 80's and early 90's.I just love the movies from those times,makes me nostalgic,especially if they're half depressing and a tiny bit wierd.

I guess I'm just gonna sit inside all day since it's raining outside,I would otherwise go for a walk to keep distance between me and the chocolate-chip cupcakes my sister made. Oh well,what can you do,they're practically begging for it,guess I better shut them up and eat them.

xoxo-Cecilia

Soon it's gonna be August..

I can't believe it's already in the middle of July,soon it's August and before you know it you have to stress about a Halloween costume!!D: Well,I should atleast enjoy summer as long as it's still here,but I've already noticed the nights becoming darker(although it could also be because of the city is saving up on energy or money or something and keeping all the road lights closed now,it's really so bad that you better not be drunk and bicycling home here now,unless you like sleeping in the woods with your ass faced to the sky)and it's also getting a tiny bit colder,even if it's been warm heres this summer,almost warmer then in countries where you usually would travel to get away from the cold Finish summer weather.It seems like this year,that tropical weather decided to travel here instead.

It feels like I've been super busy all the time,even if I haven't done that much important stuff this summer.I've been planning on all these parties and events that we could have at our

summer "cottage" but half of summer is already

behind us and I know people are gonna be busy these weeks until August.

But I've been swimming alot and we even found baby-frogs with my friend one day at the

"beach or swamp" it sounds disgusting but it's actually a nice place to swim at,not so many other people there staring at you in your bikini,and the water stays warm.

Typical Finish nature picture below vvvvv

Gonna try to write something new and actually educating next time,but right now I wanna continue watching Modern Family so I'm gonna go now!

xoxo-Cecilia

P.S I just have to tell you guys I'm a little bit scared for my future,me and some friends where hanging out in the city one evening and somehow Desperate Housewives became the subject,and after some thinking all my friends at the same time told me that I'm definetly gonna become a Bree Van de Kamp when I get married.Somehow it came as a big shock for me because I think I'm so very much sloppy and I love fashion so much that I was almost certain that if anyone I would be Gabrielle Solis,not to compliment myself,I'm not saying I'm as hot as Eva Longoria but still,maybe more her attitude...?but no,apparently not,I don't know if I should cry or laugh about it?Well,atleast I'll make good food.

Midsummer

"Midsummer may simply refer to the period of time centered upon the summer solstice, but more often refers to specific European celebrations that accompany the actual solstice, or that take place on a day between June 21 and June 24, and the preceding evening. The exact dates vary between different cultures. Midsummer is especially important in the Scandinavian culture where it is the most celebrated holiday apart from Christmas."-Wikipedia

This summer I celebrated Midsummer with two of my friends; Nakatzu and Osca.We went to Osca's family's summer "cottage" in a city called Hanko,it's pretty much a city where you go sailing in the summer.We spent 4 days there all by ourselves and it was nice,the weather was sunny and we went to the beach a couple of times and just relaxed the whole time.

I wish for you

I have been thinking alot of this catastrophy in Japan lately,mostly because one of my closer friends and her family was there when it all started,she's a student there and her family had just arrived there an hour before everything happened.They are fine now and they didn't even notice the damage in the city afterwards,people kept on with their normal daily routines.But because of the whole situation being kind of unstabel with the nuclear reactor,they had to make the hard descision on returning to Finland,it was a hard descision because my friend has been living there for a year and fallen in love with the place,the neighbours,her classmates,the music,the stores,the food and ofcourse her host-family.Anyway,it made me think of how it would be to work as one of those "doctors" for the nuclear reactor,I just started crying when I actually realised that those persons are in there daily all just so that the worst thing wouldn't happen,and that within a week or so, they will probably die a painful,slow and agonizing death......so I've been praying for them alot lately...

My other thaught's where that alot of people I know that are in Japan,such as my favourite fashion model,are probably worried sick about what to do to help and if they should leave the country or not,I hope that if,God forbid things would get worse,that they would take the first plain to anywhere and that they would be safe..

Well that goes for actually anyone there ofcourse...

well,with that said,I'll leave a song here of one of the more popular groups in Japan: